Did you know I live in a state of paranoia? I am learnig this about myself.
Before I get into a car, I do a quick check into the backseat to make sure someone’s not hiding out ready to pounce me while driving.
I do not open the door to strangers, even during broad daylight. I will talk to the solicitor through the door.
I check and recheck all doors are locked at night.
I keep a Mag-lite next to my bed at night and sometimes under my pillow on nights Andy is away.
I sleep with a night light in the bathroom.
I speedwalk from stores to the parking lot with keys in hand.
Sometimes I think I’m just being safe, but other times when I begin to list these things out, I realize I’m flat our paranoid of the universe.
I wish I could rest easier.
"When I am afraid, I will put my trust in You."